my weakness

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i get merajuk easily..

even on the most simplest of things..

but most of the times this happens when with parents, brother n close loved ones..

BUT

tho i merajuk easily, i can be pujuk easily too..

nice talk, sweet words, gifts; makes me forgive easily..

smiles, jokes, hugs n kisses will always do the trick too.. (after merajuk-ing with mom, she always hugs me n i'll totally cool off n forget what i was sulking abt)

amidst the above..

there's this catch..

i never knew how to pujuk orang..

yg me slalu buat, if it is my fault, is to just apologize..

saying "sorry" a gazillion billion times..

i could do it..

i would do it..

but i never knew how to sweet talk in order to pujuk..

i never knew how to find the right words..

becuz i'm afraid if i say it wrongly, things just might get worse..

so if it's not saying "sorry", then i wont say anything at all..

i'll keep quiet; that's how i am..

i'll stay silent n let time heal things..

even if it takes years..

becuz in silence, i'm sending a telepathic message to everyone that i know i'm at fault n please..

forgive me..

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a mere reflection of myself..